Thinking

I thought for a long time on what topic does the world talk about most. Yes, it is love. The very word seems warm and secure, but can freeze our hearts and toss us into the ocean of uncertainty. Fancy words and phrases! From my point of view, love is the biggest figment of imagination handed down to us through the eons of evolution. It is the biggest hoax ever perpetrated. One thing that really is secular about it is that it makes no distinction of race, caste, creed or gender. Whatever you are, you get coached from the day you were born that LOVE is everything. What a great illusion!
Those who seem to have it and those who fail to get it, both the sides are in equal pain. The most elusive factor present in all mankind. No religion or creed in existence tires not speaking of it. Just see what grotesque fallacy we pursue in the name of love.
Trying to please someone, beautifying oneself, jealousy, hatred, death… you name it and it is done in the name of love…

Hidden Lies??

Love verses need? What crap is that? Am I some kind of a moronic teenager, who believes anything? I sometimes think my brain needs to be kept in a museum of horrors. Of course, I don't believe it. If my needing had anything to do with love, I wouldn't love. What a web of words! I surpass myself in being a fool! What does the wordd mean? Need you because I love you!! I should be falling off my chair laughing! I really deserve to be crowned the queen of fools. Love has nothing to do with it. I love because you are you.

Too much thinking!!

Sometimes it is the asking which finally gives it away. You ask yourself whether it was worth all the pain and efforts involved. Heck … I say it was… it was supposed to be this way or it would never have been so. And then you go around in circles, trying to justify your being. Every action cannot be involuntary. Every thought that you process does and is being thought about, or it wouldn’t have been a thought. When the joy of the moment is passed on to last for eternity, only then can the actions have meaning. But it is not so. All the great thinkers… well, wouldn’t be thinkers if they really weren’t thinking about anything. They did. They thought and thought on so that we could have some great quotes to think and read and derive intellectual satisfaction from their thoughts. But we all think. If some great thought or quotes makes a lot of sense at an opportune moment, why is it so? It is because we too thought of the same thing as the great ones. So does that make us great too? And why are the thoughts supposed to be great. The thoughts and ideas seem to be sometimes produced in a mass thought producing machine. This then has its roadway back to spirituality and stuff. One mind, one soul stuff. That is not bad either considering that it should have united humans and not made them so different. Well figuratively speaking, we are from the same species. Coming back to justification of actions and thoughts, how it is possible when the moment once gone cannot even come back. How can justification do anything except perhaps ease the conscience for the moment.

Is it LOVE??

I thought for a long time on what topic does the world talk about most. Yes, it is love. The very word seems warm and secure, but can freeze our hearts and toss us into the ocean of uncertainty. Fancy words and phrases! From my point of view, love is the biggest figment of imagination handed down to us through the eons of evolution. It is the biggest hoax ever perpetrated. One thing that really is secular about it is that it makes no distinction of race, caste, creed or gender. Whatever you are, you get coached from the day you were born that LOVE is everything. What a great illusion!
Those who seem to have it and those who fail to get it, both the sides are in equal pain. The most elusive factor present in all mankind. No religion or creed in existence tires not speaking of it. Just see what grotesque fallacy we pursue in the name of love.
Trying to please someone, beautifying oneself, jealousy, hatred, death… you name it and it is done in the name of love…

Dumb People!!

Orkut has a group 'I hate dumb girls', yes, I am a member. I don't want to be modest and say, I am not so intellectual and all that stuff. I know , I am intelligent and I like people who are like wise. Mind you, intelligent might not always mean clever. I cannot give on-the-spot smart ass retorts and stuff, but I can, and I do get back... sometimes with a vengeance that makes me proud of myself. I can understand quantum time n space theory, that does not make me clever enough to know which friend I should make my friend and whom I should avoid. I am ruled by my heart and people take that to be as my weakness. I don't mind. But that does not mean people take me for a ride always. Sometimes, yes. But not always.
But then there are people who are irritatingly oblivious of the fact that they have absolutely few number of brain cells. These are the people that will ask u "are u eating an ice cream?" when they see you licking an ice cream cone! And some people I know, but am on a closer acquainted frequency but not exactly friends... Totally cannot be put in any category. They are so unique. Every time, they come up with new kind of seriously stupid stuff. AND yes, I love them. They provide spice to my life. When I am bogged down by the questions that worry the intellectuals like me, the questions of why we exist and like... they persuade me to take a very earthly plane view of life. Life, where the shade of lipstick is as important as the security check on the airports! They make me enjoy life. They show me how to laugh silly on the way someone has dressed or something like that. How can I hate people like that? Because, as per the Quantum theory, we all exist in the same place n plane at the same time!!

Pick up that damn call!

Whenever some friend of mine does not answer the fone, I get very angry. I feel like screaming then I feel like crying. Thoughts of not being important at all to that particular friend flood my mind and then I spend the better part of an hour trying to put myself in that person's place. No, it still does not pacify me... I want to hit that person and scream in their face... atleast pick up the fone n say that u were busy. And please I don't want to reason myself into thinking... Oh my poor friend, they must have been busy. If I m not important enough for my call to be answered then maybe I shud remove u from my fone book.... But I m too coward to do that. I survive on the fact that people are my friends. I need their approval for being alive... N I don't mind it.

The most irritating of man's invention - marriage!!

Yes... I call it 'invention' for various reasons. Institution.. nah.. Man invented this relationship, for various stupid reasons he that he thought were valid. I mean when he found that the woman was.. sorry "IS" better than him in various ways, he decided to use the ultimate weapon... and invented marriage. Someone he has to wipe and clean after him, to cook for him, to look after his sexual needs and many such things, he called it a wife. Okay, my apologies to some of the 'womanized' men... but hey after so many millenia of being on the other side, u guys asked for it.
Why can't one live without having the name tag and a tagger for life? I have seen, am still seeing around me so many 'failed' marriages. Yet both the human beings go on with their life, dragging the corpse of a dead relationship behind them or carry it over their heads. It is wrong. Everyone has a right to be happy. But then each one has his own thinking. There are couples so much in love with each other, it makes me want to puke! And I have seen many of such love birds flying off with other crows. Then why? Human beings are radical beings. Each one has an ever changing environment where we are adapting at the rate that we ourselves done know. But still we have this notion that stability makes us human being and we have made our relationship the scale with which we measure that stability so that we can prove to each other that we are humans. And the best relationship, that we even celebrate, is marriage. How can two minds be one? Okay forget the spiritualistic nonsense that we are all one and part of the one. Even if we take this logic into context, we don't need marriage then, do we?
We are happy, we say that. Why? How?
Marriage is between two people who want to make each other happy.. my best friend said that. When I asked was the making happy part out of free will or was it compromise or were both people supposed to be happy on a compromise? Or as it usually happens, SACRIFICE!!
I still have to get an answer.
And the greatest of it all is the sexual exclusivity. In this time, when 80% or more of the married population spends 8 to 10 hrs of the waking time in office, in proximity of other prospective mates.. :) .. what about it then?

No More Falsettos!

Yep... This ones gonna be straight from the mind, heart, gutts.. where ever, whatever comes from. Hey... if it becomes too heavy go on to my sugar sweet blog... Livelife_today... there I really live life today... here I WILL leave life today!
Well just living and have sweet positive, affirmative thoughts gets on to be too much sometimes...
Sometimes I just need to regurgitate... no.. I will use the word I want to... PUKE... I need to puke out my seived off thoughts and what better place than to blog... I mean there are so many personal thoughts and rants and rambling and daily life of people here, why not mine...
During the day, good manners prevents a lot of actual thoughts to reach the tongue, it is those thoughts that I will let lose here...
Sorry... ethics require no names... sigh... so no names...
bear it pals....