Pick up that damn call!

Whenever some friend of mine does not answer the fone, I get very angry. I feel like screaming then I feel like crying. Thoughts of not being important at all to that particular friend flood my mind and then I spend the better part of an hour trying to put myself in that person's place. No, it still does not pacify me... I want to hit that person and scream in their face... atleast pick up the fone n say that u were busy. And please I don't want to reason myself into thinking... Oh my poor friend, they must have been busy. If I m not important enough for my call to be answered then maybe I shud remove u from my fone book.... But I m too coward to do that. I survive on the fact that people are my friends. I need their approval for being alive... N I don't mind it.